Underwood

Well I dragged my catapult into school, and I did ok, we're going to the livestock show on Friday, on some school field trip, really don't feel like going, but I guess I can practice for judging. So came home and got all these phone calls, my peace was gone, my aunt (the obnoxious one) called, she hasn't called in weeks and NO no one answered it, so I just decided to go take a nap before they got to annoying, and tomorrow I get to run away and I won't be home so bring it on!!
My dad called he's working double or triple shifts or something like that, so I probably won't get to see him until tommorrow if I do at all..
Judging contest at Houston is next week and so I'll spend tomorrow practicing, and Thursday to, so wish me luck.

People do weird things when they're stoned.


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Extended

Well I spent my weekend building my catapult project, so it was crazy, my grandpa helped me with most of it. So I was basically spent all weekend over there, my grandma made some Mole and rice, mmmm, but it was cool like always. I took a lot of pictures this weekend, I guess I was bored. I'm still studying for a map test so bore me with the best ya got. So that's pretty much how I spent my weekend.

Would you think that is BTK?
I mean if he came up to you, would talk to him?

My Baby, but it wasn't finished yet.

My grandma's neighbor's tree started to bloom



Here's something you don't see everyday, an old brick road in East End. A construction crew left that over after trying to re-pave the road.

Sunset Limited

I still have that catapult project to for this weekend, so I'm stuck busy. School, I can't describe it, we've been watching this old made for TV movie, it was funny, you had the old channel 13 logo's pop up, but after that I walked into the hallway and saw some girl on the ground, I thought she was just being a dumbass and playing around, but she didn't get up, and then she stopped breathing, of course I couldn't do anything. They took her to the hospital and she was in stable condition. So, I left to lunch, fluttered around and got myself together, and the last thing I want is for a bunch a damn cousenlor's chasing me around the place, I can deal with it, it's not like I've never seen anyone die before.
I'll probably forget about it, I've seen a lot of stuff, and I never think about it unless someone keeps bringing it up, I have that attitude and sometimes I open my mouth to much and say things I shouldn't say, but it's my way.
Anyway my dad called and he's coming home soon, he's been at work since 2a.m. he's probably gonna bring something to eat, so my fat ass is just going to get fatter.
My family doesn't really call, again that's not like them, I know they're ok because I've seen them, but I'm sure what to think about that, I'm worried some of them might have a mental illness, it's something I don't want to go through again but they are just so damn fucking ignorant they don't want to do anything, or maybe I'm just being paranoid.


I wonder what they do at night?

Chillz

I get to judge at Houston!

Well, my day begun in the rain this morning, and right before I left they said there was a Tornado Warning for the area, now it's freezing cold, there's Houston weather for you.
I really wanna see one of my aunt's, if you don't remember it's the old 80 something year old, I hadn't seen her in a while and I don't think she even knows my other uncle died, again most of my family doesn't want anything to do with her. The other day was my aunt 20th anniversary, it was that day she pissed me off, so anyway we think her husband (my other uncle) has Parkinson's, he shakes and can't really drive anymore, his daughter is a crackhead, I don't even know her and she never really calls unless she needs money or something, nice family huh?
My dad came in a little early about 8:30 since he's been bustin his butt since 2 this morning but before he went to bed he tripped on one of my brothers toys and almost fell, so I maid fun of him like the way he always makes fun of me.


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Plum Hollow

I told you it wouldn't last.
School was school. Boring, shitty like any other day, I hate when people tell me their school is better because it's not.
I got stuck in the rain today, haha, there talking about that Benny Vinn guy or whoever that is on the news, please that man is full of shit, all he wants is money.
I did nothing today, I'm so fatigued, why not eat!!
The Numa Numa song is still stuck in my head, ahhhhhh!! It's just starting get scary, why did I have to watch it!?
I keep getting all these weird phone calls from all over the place, people from St. Louis, Chicago, even Mexico, have been calling my house.
I was in the shower this morning and it's been so weird I pulled out a lot of my hair, so that was real nice, no I'm going bald.
My dad got home at 8:30 and the first thing he gave me was a flashlight, I really wasn't expecting that, but anyway he has to go in at 1:30 (a.m.) again, so hopefully he won't bust his ass on the freeway. I've forgotten how much he is annoyed by this psycho crackhead dispatcher on the radio, so it's funny and I laugh every time.
Everything is real shitty right now, but hey it's Wednesday night and Mikey (not me) is gonna try to kill himself like he always says, every single Wednesday, my week is almost over, and there's another judging team meeting tomorrow.


Shot of the Day

I hate when things don't work out with poeple you want them to work out with.

Hell Ride Down Center

Screw I couldn't type in the right password into my comp so I lost my post.
The test was today, it was easy until that last part where we had to fill in the thing, I think I might of failed, hope I didn't but I probably did.
We had judging meeting today, about lambs..............thanks for fast fowarding that video. We left a little early I called my aunt on her cell, and it took her 20 minutes to come and pick me up. After that my aunt, mom, lil' bro, and me went to Luby's, I really didn't feel like eating anything but I did, ran into a friend, and before we left my aunt's temper got the best of her, and she got ticked off at one of the waitresses for some mistake she maid, so then I blew it and went to go wait outside, to bad I was in Deer Park or I would of taken the bus home, but at least she didn't raise all hell in that place, she kept her cool and took it out on the road. Man driving with her was scary, my hell ride had begun, it was a mad dash to the freeway, she almost slammed into some ambulance crossing by at Pasadena, slammed me across the dashboard at a stop light, and she turned a usually 25 minute drive on the freeway during rush hour traffic into 8 minutes, she had to be going like 90, it took her around two minutes to go from the Beltway to Richey, now that's fast, and we made it home like at 6.
Now after all of this my veins started to all pop out, which isn't that good, cuz I think you would know why, and then all of a sudden I got this pain in my chest and lost my breath, I think my asthma sorta got me, I didn't want to make a big deal about it so I laid down and I feel better or at least I hope I am.
I have to retake this algebra test tomorrow so studying hard.
I'm bored and I'm watchin the Numa Numa Dance which is real disturbing.


Run it's Al Gore!!

AfterDown

I've felt so much better about myself after yesterday, it really changed my life, but I don't think it will last long but I can hang in like always but better. Tomorrow is that stupid tests I'm probably gonna fail, so screw that, school was...ok, I'm really tired, and my gray little friend and the side of my head is getting longer but no one has noticed yet, so haha. I look horrible, some people don't even recognize me, they think I'm sick or something, then they start thinking I'm a crackhead, which is pissing me off, because I'm not.
I might leave and go to another school I really don't want to do that, but I might have to.
They finally caught that pot smoking crackhead who set that house fire that killed that firefighter, so yeah.
My aunt from Florida called the other day, she talked to my mom, and I don't know what they said, but she called, and you would think that after everything that has happened with my family they would be all close and lovvy dovvy, but there not, and they can't even talk to each other.
My algebra teacher sounded like, "Mickey Mouse," today, it was funny and she said her doctor told her, "Welcome to Texas," she had allergies and never had any before, so it was crazy. Spring Break is in two weeks!
They were talking about that, "Bird Flu," on the news about some big outbreak that might happen within a year, which was really nice to know considering I'm around chickens almost every week for school.


Shot of the Day

Prayer, Sacrament, Fellowship, Service

Today...
Today...Was one of the best days I've ever had.
Today... I found a spot for myself, even if it backfires or goes downhill...
...I know your there, like always.

Thanks N.E.T.

Crossover

I don't know what happened to my neighbor, but the weird thing was that some of the paramedics that where there where from the fire station where a firefighter got killed this morning in a house fire. That's crazy hard to understand, that poor guy never had to be there, in that fire, because that house was an abandoned crack house and he was 30 minutes early for work, but he went and did his job and went above and beyond the call of duty.
I have to this thing tomorrow for church it's like 7 hours long, and I don't really feel like doing it, I'm tired and have shitload of homework because my school can't it's shit together, and that stupid catapult project to do, but it's church and it'll probably be fun.
I was outside helping my mom move the swing set thing into the yard, and she said it was starting to rain, I was like, "No it's not," and then she moved the swing set thing and a whole bunch of mud fell on me, and it's raining, yeah!! It was so funny.


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Friday Night Special

Well right before I was going to write this post an engine truck, squad unit, and ambulance came rollin along, they went to my neighbors house down the street, I don't know them, but whatever happened wasn't good because they ambulance and squad left together to the hospital, so pray for them and hope they'll be ok.
My day has sucked so horribly, and that ever closer TAKS test day is coming, and I don't have a fucking clue about what I'm doing.
This morning, about 1 my dad was getting ready to leave for work and before he left he pulled a string off his jump suit and gave it to my mom's cat, and instead of playing with it she ate it, and started to breathe really hard and choke on it, so my dad didn't realize and left, and I was still up I saw the damn cat. She had half the string hanging out of her mouth, and so I had to pull the string all the way out of her mouth, eww what a nice job. Bombed the Algebra test today, my GPA was a 3.4 so ha, I feel like shit.
Earlier I got this phona call from some guy looking for, "Crystal," of course this is no, "Crystal," here, and he was from Six Flags, and so he called again, and my mom didn't answer it so the answer machine did, it was more like horrible advertisement gone wrong, I had to listen to their little theme song, ya know that real annoying dance song for like 5 minutes until someone over answered the damn thing and hung up.
My little gray hairs I have got a little bit longer, so it just sticks out on the side of me, so I was joking around earlier, if I keep this up I'll end up at Ben Taub with the lonney's.


Shot of the Day

The Day

My day began at like 2 this morning, I was just getting to sleep and I got waken up by engine and ladder trucks running down the street, there had been a 2-alarm apartment fire down the street from me. So I had nothing else to do but listen to the radio sounds I could here.
I think I'm going to fail that stupid TAKS shit, it's next week and I don't even know how to do what I'm suppose to do, it's so stupid it's all they ever care about at school and it's not like we get a real education anyway. So it was like bomb-bard me with homework for shit that they were suppose to teach us two years ago, so school was a real drag today, I hate health class, because it's like they everything they do I can relate to in somehow or way. My mom told me this morning that my other uncle was sick was something and didn't want to go to the hospital, I tell you ignorance will kill this family.
My other aunt and her son never talk anymore, her husband is a complete drunk and can be violent, but it's like no one every know because it's like they keep it their little secret, of course the rest of the family is all hush-hush about it.
My dad has to go in to work at 2:30 in the a.m. tomorrow, and he got home about 9 this night, so that's weird.






Anyway, my mom's crazy cat was all over my dad's models and jumped on the curtain rail and of course the dumbass fell off.



Shot of the Day

Catacombs Terrace

It's Wednesday yuck, school was so boring today, but it was funny for some reason. We had this old guy sub in IPC and we'd flick paper balls at him, they went right pass his head and he didn't notice, it was funny because we did nothing but make balloons into boobs, which was grossly hilarious. The rest of the day was just boring, except at the end of the day, when I got to see everyone. I think about it, my week is half way over.
The news is weird, some guy has crap to bomb a high school and wanted too, and a another hit list at another high school, which is really crazy.
My aunt from Florida called around 9:45, the one who says she has cancer, but we missed it, because we didn't recognize the area code.

Poor guy^^lol, my little brother tied his little "Storm Trooper" dude up from Star Wars the other day it was so funny.

Shot of the Day

Ashes

Another white hair, that's really starting to be scary, maybe I need to see a doctor, another doctor. I fell asleep around 4 and woke up around 9, I've been doing that everyday, I've been sleeping way to much. My family has been annoying the hell out of me and I don't even want to talk to them anymore. No judging team this week, everyone is out in San Antonio at the Livestock show, the other teacher dude wouldn't do it, loser. My aunt doesn't call anymore, that real obnoxious one, that's weird but we saw her yesterday and she seemed ok, she got job at my old middle school back at the beginning of the school year. She says she makes a lot of which I wish she could, because she doesn't, I really don't want her to have the same fate as my uncle, but right now it's still to early to tell what's going to happen to her. I haven't seen my other aunt in a few years, she's real bitchy, and my stupid ignorant family, maybe except one or two of them, doesn't want anything to do with her, she's getting real old I think she is like 80. My mom told me my aunt from cali. was gonna come over this summer with some of my cousins. I finally get to go on a vacation (I hope) most likely to San Antonio. I'd like to go during spring break but I doubt that, my dad my might be out of town for two months in Seattle. I really don't feel like going to school, I'm tired and this little butterball keeps on bothering me, he's real close to pissin me off.


Shot of the Day

My Day Out

I was right I had a crazy day out, flying taco stands, rushing through mud at the funeral home. I was watching the news earlier and there's porno in my old school's library, ha. I basically live at the cemetery or Forest Park, of course it drives me mad. My aunt is so seriously depressed, but of course only I notice these things, everyone laughs at these things but I'm the one who stops and looks, the first few times it might be funny, but then it just starts to get scary, their mistakes and slip ups. Maybe I'm just being delusional, or something but I'm starting to realize this might be my last time seeing them because I have to watch them suffer, they have all their lives and I never knew until one day I sat down and thought about these things. I realized they weren't pretty and the best of things, I've been finding out a lot of things that I never knew. My little snozzy attitude hasn't worked I can't blow these things off anymore, not like I used to, they follow me wherever I go. I'm so fatigued I found gray hairs this morning, oh wow wonder what the hell I've down to myself. I'll probably be one of those people who will have a heart attack when there 20 or something. I just wanna get away, far away from this place, I can't even start on my family, on my health, these things on this blog are just the beginning.

Happy V-Day my blog friends.

Shot of the Day

FoxTrot II

My aunt called she's back from cali, and she's gonna be here in another hour, so that means Fox is gonna go on another crazy road trip which I really don't feel like doing. I have one of the most worst sinus headaches, I've taken lots of Advil's, not the small ones but the really big ones, and they still don't work, so that's it for know, cya.

FoxTrot

We don't have school tomorrow, ha, my dad was suppose to be home a long time ago, but he just got here. Anyway, I spent the day over my grandma's house, so went to church, had some fun, ran around in the rain. Family still dysfunctional, it pisses me off, here they are all crazy or dying and they can't even talk to each other can't even get themselves some help. They still argue over my uncle's house, I'm just here like burn the fucking thing to the ground, and my other aunt is pissed off at my other aunt, at least she's in California and ain't comin back soon at least I don't think. I hope this ends soon or at least gets better, which I doubt.


Shot of the Day

Disable

I've been so bored today, I've done nothing but sleep. I have to do this catapult for school, I don't have any money, barely enough time, don't know how in the hell to do it, I have 3 weeks to figure this out. There are so many cops flyin around tonight, I don't know what's goin on but it's crazy. I have nothing left to say, so cya later.


^^ that was fun.

Secrets

Everything is done for, it's the weekend, my mom and my aunt have been on the phone for like the last two hours, my aunt is in Cali with my other aunt, they're talking about family, ya know the things you wouldn't want to know. I promise you my aunt gonna end up like my uncle soon, changes her mind to much, and doesn't stick with her ideas, she's becoming annoying. She really needs a job and needs to get her fat ass out of her house and find some friends, I think that she's depressed most of time I don't know why, but I (starting to not yet) pray she doesn't get any worse, cuz I don't wanna see that again. I'm tired of the things I see, I don't wanna talk to anyone just cuz...and I'm really pissed.

I need some laughs and a vacation.


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