My Day Out

I was right I had a crazy day out, flying taco stands, rushing through mud at the funeral home. I was watching the news earlier and there's porno in my old school's library, ha. I basically live at the cemetery or Forest Park, of course it drives me mad. My aunt is so seriously depressed, but of course only I notice these things, everyone laughs at these things but I'm the one who stops and looks, the first few times it might be funny, but then it just starts to get scary, their mistakes and slip ups. Maybe I'm just being delusional, or something but I'm starting to realize this might be my last time seeing them because I have to watch them suffer, they have all their lives and I never knew until one day I sat down and thought about these things. I realized they weren't pretty and the best of things, I've been finding out a lot of things that I never knew. My little snozzy attitude hasn't worked I can't blow these things off anymore, not like I used to, they follow me wherever I go. I'm so fatigued I found gray hairs this morning, oh wow wonder what the hell I've down to myself. I'll probably be one of those people who will have a heart attack when there 20 or something. I just wanna get away, far away from this place, I can't even start on my family, on my health, these things on this blog are just the beginning.

Happy V-Day my blog friends.

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