I feel so wasted today, not in a drunk kinda way but when don't get any sleep kinda way, everything seems so far away to today, like if it hasn't these past few years. My mom keeps insiting that I go out with her somewhere this weekend, I'm like no, I just to stay home this weekend, but now she's sick and I have a headache and I think I'm gonna get sick again like earlier this week, which I never wrote about. I think I'll be back later to update if anything else happens, but I'm going to take a rest and go to bed now.