Sunday, May 08, 2005

Well lets just say the whole communion thingy and reception thing didn't go as I wanted it to. Yeah I lost it for a little while, and I tried to hide out and I ran that stupid feeling where anything can get to you where even when someone wants to talk to you, you can break down, all I kept thinking was not in front of my family, not in front of my mom, not in front of my bother, not in front of my cousins, not in front of everyone in the resturant, they have already been through enough, I don't think anybody noticed that much.

Anyway today is Mother's Day, it didn't really go the way I wanted it to either, first I woke up like at 7 after going to bed at 4, then my mom wanted to go over my grandma's for Mother's Day, of course it's Sunday and she went to church with my aunt, well my mom decided to be an ass hole and not call ahead to see if she was there, she wasn't, and she bitched to me about it, like all the times her family has dropped by and couldn't give a damn about anything. It really ticked me off, and so next time I'll remind her, remind her of that damn time.


Don't worry baby you won't have to cry for much longer.


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